And being thin is intoxicating. Everything fits beautifully, your skin is tight and smooth, eyes follow where you walk. It is a pleasure to look at your own arm, hand, foot, moving beneath you when its attached to a graceful limb. You place your hand on your stomach by habit, and it is firm and slender. To be frank, it elevates you amongst your peers. Many women glance through sidecast eyes at what you're eating, and wonder. And judge. And seethe. It's worth the fuss to maintain it, but requires discipline (like most beauty).